D-Day

its tomorrow
can you believe it?
i can't
its only beginning to sink in
holy cannoli its time!!!!!!
even just yesterday the shear magnitude of what i'm about to do didn't seem to be coming so fast
my mind is a blur--i don't know what to think
should i be excited or sad or nervous or scared or anxious????
not sure at this point
i know for reals that i am going to miss everybody
photography is quickly becoming my outlet for stress, anxiety and the like, so i might go take some pictures in a minute
the transition from new york life to mountains is probably going to be the worst part
but i think that once im situated everything will be smooth sailing from there on out
i really need to go pack now
this might be the last you'll hear from me on this blog for a while--maybe until like wednesday or thursday but im not making any promises
enjoy life
stay tuned
until next time.
Clara

so...

so today was my last day of school
the last day of my junior year at this school
wow
crazy
it came so fast
<-- this is my history class on our last day :(
i must have given out at least 85 hugs today
im having mixed feelings although right now im kinda sad
next tuesday i fly out and i will probably be extremely thoroughly anxious
and wednesday (D-day/ the start of my new life/ i arrive) i will most likely be so excited i will hardly be able to sit still
i miss everybody already
today was like one big party at school- i honestly did not learn a thing
it was SO fun though
legitimately BEST DAY EVER--like non-stop smiling
my jaws actually hurt from it
no joke
alrightt bye kidss; until next time

single digits

I am down to single digits people
exactly one week until I leave
everybody at school is like, "awww today is your last monday..", or "today is your last tuesday.."
and its going to happen all week and its only tuesday and im starting to get sick of it
It won't matter until friday
in other news, 24 is back on TV!!!!!!! wooooo YESssss
probably, singlehandedly the BEST show on television
yesterday and sunday it was on for 2 hours each day--i thoroughly enjoyed those 4 hours in total
also,
mitchell davis and rita jay are possibly my favorite people on the planet right now
my mom just made blackberry flavored ice cream...woot wooooot
so i got that going for me
laters dudes

14

14 days
this is going to be my 14th blog post
time does fly
the reality that i'm actually leaving for colorado is starting to sink in
at least 8 or more people have asked me today how many days I have left
im starting to get a little nervous/ scared/ excited/ freaked/ anxious lately
i need to ship out my gear soon (i got tonssss)
tomorrow is my half birthday, i'm going to be 16.5!! yayyyyyyy
the song flashing lights by kanye west has been stuck in my head ever since i heard it on a nip/tuck commercial and i feel like its taking over my life, i even added it to my iPod
if you havent read Looking For Alaska by John Green, then you should--but be forewarned, you will be hooked!! because it is so amazing
i want to take more pictures lately but i havent had time
no time = story of my life right now
so much schoolwork
ahhhh

alrightyyy peace out